Stay With Me Let’s Just Breathe / Did I Say That I Need You? Did I Say That I Want You?

My, oh my. Work this week was... interesting to say the very least. So to give some context (not that it makes what happened better, but you’ll understand more) I work in a small office. A very small office. Just myself, my coworker J, and my boss A. A’s wife comes in maybe once a … Continue reading Stay With Me Let’s Just Breathe / Did I Say That I Need You? Did I Say That I Want You?

I Drink ‘Til I’m Drunk, Smoke ’til I’m High / I Stay Fresh As Hell, Take A Pic, Might As Well

Friday was our work Christmas party. It was your pretty standard office party. Me, along with my boss A with his wife then my co-worker J and her husband. My boss's parents even joined us for the first bit, as they live here in Kelowna and he started the company. So as per usual I … Continue reading I Drink ‘Til I’m Drunk, Smoke ’til I’m High / I Stay Fresh As Hell, Take A Pic, Might As Well

Welcome To Your Name In Lights All The Lighters In The Sky You Must Be Famous This Is How You Live Your Life

I have absolutely without a shadow of a doubt never wanted to be famous. Not one tiny itsy bitsy little iota of me has ever had the desire to be on stage for a living or wanted to see my name up in lights. If I ever had my life's crazy story published, I'd do … Continue reading Welcome To Your Name In Lights All The Lighters In The Sky You Must Be Famous This Is How You Live Your Life

I Find Myself Longing For Change And In The Bad Times I Fear Myself

Monday I had a friend over and I got so drunk. Something I've done less than a handful of times in my entire life. Drinking is really not something I find desirable shall we say. Anyways, life has been stressing me out more than normal and so I just let it all go. Nothing crazy … Continue reading I Find Myself Longing For Change And In The Bad Times I Fear Myself

Cut The Ties Send A Flare Into The night / Turn The Tide Dry Your Tears And Wave Goodbye

So no more calls. Not from K. Not from any guys in or out of the prison named A all the way through to Z. Which is disappointing since I got a new phone last night and it's just more exciting to have a new phone....well when the phone rings in any capacity. But give … Continue reading Cut The Ties Send A Flare Into The night / Turn The Tide Dry Your Tears And Wave Goodbye

Who You Know Drip Like This? Who You Know Built Like This? I’m Poppin’ Shit Like A Dude

I finally went to the gym. I was going to say I finally joined a gym here, but that would be misleading considering I signed up about, ohhhh 2-3 weeks ago, lol. But life happened and I was lazy and etc etc etc, so I finally got my act together and yesterday was the day. … Continue reading Who You Know Drip Like This? Who You Know Built Like This? I’m Poppin’ Shit Like A Dude

It All Just Goes To Show How Nothing I Know Changes Me At All Again I Wait For This To Change Instead

So I went for my appointment today to see if I could get any help for my financial situation. I really don' know what I was expecting to be honest, but in the end it was a let down. I mean what did I think was going to happen? $100,000.00 cash in hand and away … Continue reading It All Just Goes To Show How Nothing I Know Changes Me At All Again I Wait For This To Change Instead

We Don’t Say How We Feel And I Feel Like This Is What Got Us In The Debacle We’re In

I remember Kindergarten. Correction. I remember exactly one lunch recess where I was playing tag and pushed a boy off some wooden play structure. He ended up breaking his arm... my bad. But I distinctly remember when my red curly-haired teacher who was on supervision carried him from the playground to the office and it … Continue reading We Don’t Say How We Feel And I Feel Like This Is What Got Us In The Debacle We’re In

Mama Said Fulfill The Prophecy Be Something Greater Go Make A Legacy Manifest Destiny

So I’m currently writing this as I indulge in my new favorite hobby. Sun tanning nude from the comfort of my bedroom. Really, could it get better than this? I have a door that leads outside off my master bedroom, and every evening between 4-8-ish the sun shines right on the floor in my room … Continue reading Mama Said Fulfill The Prophecy Be Something Greater Go Make A Legacy Manifest Destiny

Make Myself A Different Set Of Rules. Gonna Put My Good Foot Forward, And Stop Being Influenced By Fools.

You guys. Just a quick update. Because my life is beyond words sometimes, but I want you to all know I'm still here. Well actually I'm in Kelowna. I made a quick day trip out today to sign some paperwork and take a couple meetings regarding a place I'm trying to buy. I say trying … Continue reading Make Myself A Different Set Of Rules. Gonna Put My Good Foot Forward, And Stop Being Influenced By Fools.