I’m Not Your Gumdrop, ‘Cause I Walk All Alone I Got My Tough, Tough Power And I Call This Body My Home

Real quick personal post.... hahaha which of my posts aren't personal, this whole blog is my life story lol. But anyways quick is my point. I've made a semi dedicated goal (let's get real, all my goals are half assed, but let's see where this one gets me) to get more in shape. Not a … Continue reading I’m Not Your Gumdrop, ‘Cause I Walk All Alone I Got My Tough, Tough Power And I Call This Body My Home

You Seem To Have A Plan My Will And Self-Restraint Have Come To Fail Now

I've gained a bunch of weight again. Last fall/winter I did so well (for me) and lost 49 lbs/3.5 st/22.5 kg take your pick and reached an impressive 206lbs  (impressive for me).  For those of you keeping track I was 5 foot 10 and 255lbs at my heaviest. Yes I know that's considered obese or … Continue reading You Seem To Have A Plan My Will And Self-Restraint Have Come To Fail Now

Girl Look At That Body, I Work Out. When I Walk In The Spot, This Is What I See Everybody Stops And They Staring At Me

So today I finally signed up for Good Life gym. I did a little research on a few different gyms, and this one just seemed to fit my needs the best. There's one literally right down the street from work downtown right now, plus one close by my current home. There's also one in Kelowna … Continue reading Girl Look At That Body, I Work Out. When I Walk In The Spot, This Is What I See Everybody Stops And They Staring At Me

Been Chasing Dreams, But I Never Slept I Got A New Attitude And A Lease On Life And Some Peace Of Mind Seek And I Find I Can Sleep When I Die

I know... I know, I know, I know. I got all caught up in editing my previous posts that I stopped posting in real-time which was so dumb of me because, as my life would have it... Everything decided to happen in the past little while. It's been probably about 2-3 weeks since I gave … Continue reading Been Chasing Dreams, But I Never Slept I Got A New Attitude And A Lease On Life And Some Peace Of Mind Seek And I Find I Can Sleep When I Die

I Never Lose Nothing But Damn I Done Had It I Ain’t Never Strike Out They Can’t Average What I Batted No

So thanks to E constantly delaying the divorce, today is officially my eight year wedding anniversary. And I've spent 3.5 of those years trying to put E in my past. It's a work in progress. August 7th, 2009. The seventh day, of the eighth month, of the ninth year. E didn't care when we got … Continue reading I Never Lose Nothing But Damn I Done Had It I Ain’t Never Strike Out They Can’t Average What I Batted No

Beautiful Girls All Over The World I Could Be Chasing But My Time Would Be Wasted They Got Nothin’ On You Baby

My last 2 days have actually been fantastic. So since my 'relationship' with Jenny started almost two weeks ago, I've lost over 8 pounds. But even more than that, I've just been feeling great. Like more energy and not as tired and just blah. As a result, when my alarm goes off in the morning, I'm totally prepared to … Continue reading Beautiful Girls All Over The World I Could Be Chasing But My Time Would Be Wasted They Got Nothin’ On You Baby

I’m In Love With Your Body Everyday Discovering Something Brand New I’m In Love With The Shape Of You

So yep I've lost weight. I successfully completed one week of my new eating style and lost about 6 lbs so not too shabby if I do say so. To keep it real, it wasn't as difficult as I always assumed it would be. The food was there every day so there was minimal (zero) effort in deciding what I was going … Continue reading I’m In Love With Your Body Everyday Discovering Something Brand New I’m In Love With The Shape Of You

I Am Just A Troubled Soul Who’s Weighted To The Ground. Give Me The Strength To Lay This Burden Down

So I went for it. Today is officially day one of my new "lifestyle" I stopped pussyfooting around regarding my weight loss and signed up for Jenny Craig. Now don't laugh (I used to kinda inwardly laugh at people who choose this option, but hear me out). I choose it because after making my standard … Continue reading I Am Just A Troubled Soul Who’s Weighted To The Ground. Give Me The Strength To Lay This Burden Down