Get It On, Get It On’Cause Tonight Is The NightWhen 2 Become 1

It’s just so much. I can tell you right here and now I don’t have the words to describe properly what I want to say, but I’ll start with; it’s just so much. So many feelings, to many emotions. Not necessarily good emotions either. Hate, sorrow, anger, all mixed in in such large amounts. To … Continue reading Get It On, Get It On’Cause Tonight Is The NightWhen 2 Become 1

Its Been Forever And I Can’t Forget You With Every Single Day, It Won’t Go Away

I haven't forgotten about you. It would be impossible though all this pain. As you twist my body in the midst of the night. Pulling me from within and dragging my innards inside out. Ripping whatever dignity I had left and leaving them to rot wherever you discard them. No. I haven't forgotten you. In … Continue reading Its Been Forever And I Can’t Forget You With Every Single Day, It Won’t Go Away

There’s A Time That I Remember That I Never Felt So Lost When I Felt All Of The Hatred Was To Powerful To Stop

This past weekend I packed up the kiddos and drove back to my parents house to surprise them for the weekend. It was my moms birthday on the 12th, and since we won't be back for Christmas, I figured we were due for a visit. I got the Thursday off, and Monday was a holiday … Continue reading There’s A Time That I Remember That I Never Felt So Lost When I Felt All Of The Hatred Was To Powerful To Stop

I Don’t Know Why I’m Scared ‘Cause I’ve Been Here Before Every Feeling, Every Word I’ve Imagined It All

I've come to the realization that the thoughts and sensations I've unequivocally been associating with K are still most assuredly him, but they are from our birth. From the birth of our love, when we split and began our journey into creating ourselves. In my search for who I am and where I began, I … Continue reading I Don’t Know Why I’m Scared ‘Cause I’ve Been Here Before Every Feeling, Every Word I’ve Imagined It All

Together Forever And Never To Part Together Forever We Two And Don’t You Know I Would Move Heaven And Earth

Sleep. Have you ever wondered where 'we' go while we sleep? Where do our thoughts rest? Lately, I've been through some fantastic flows that have allowed me to understand more deeply my connection to others, starting with K. When I'm at my most relaxed, just about to fall asleep, in a vulnerable human state, at … Continue reading Together Forever And Never To Part Together Forever We Two And Don’t You Know I Would Move Heaven And Earth

The Very Rarest Example Of Duality Two Minds Apart With Individuality But Never To Be Apart

Twin flames Soul mates All those 'infinite' connections are something I wouldn't wish on someone. All it does is draw you in, and push you out. The main thing I've come to understand on this section of my life since that one dream that started this all. The one where it wasn't even a dream … Continue reading The Very Rarest Example Of Duality Two Minds Apart With Individuality But Never To Be Apart

Leaving To Find My Soul Told Her I Had To Go And I Know It Ain’t Pretty When Our Hearts Get Broke

The fact that I am alive is proof enough that I am a God. No one can confirm for sure how the world started.  Not when or how or at what point, which leaves it wide open for interpretation on exactly how or why we got to this place in history or the present place … Continue reading Leaving To Find My Soul Told Her I Had To Go And I Know It Ain’t Pretty When Our Hearts Get Broke

Well, It’s A Marvelous Night For A Moondance With The Stars Up Above In Your Eyes A Fantabulous Night To Make Romance ‘Neath The Cover of October Skies

K, fall is actually my favorite season. I'm hoping here, despite the huge amounts of rats I have to deal with (sigh) I'll get to enjoy it for a longer amount of time. No, I'm not talking about pumpkin spice latte and leggings with those awfully popular uggs (I know they're super comfy... I own … Continue reading Well, It’s A Marvelous Night For A Moondance With The Stars Up Above In Your Eyes A Fantabulous Night To Make Romance ‘Neath The Cover of October Skies

The Scars Of Your Love Remind Me Of Us They Keep Me Thinking That We Almost Had It All

Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts? Physically pains you to think about the sheer amount of emotion you have for them? The desire you have for them to... to just have everything they ever wanted, no matter what it is. You just truly want them to be happy and to succeed, and you … Continue reading The Scars Of Your Love Remind Me Of Us They Keep Me Thinking That We Almost Had It All