She Needs Wide Open Spaces Room To Make Her Big Mistakes She Needs New Faces She Knows The High Stakes

I know it's been a week+ since I posted. I've been going back and working on editing my previous posts like I mentioned before. But I had to write about today because again, I've been seriously asked by an employer if I would consider moving to Kelowna. The first time I was asked to move … Continue reading She Needs Wide Open Spaces Room To Make Her Big Mistakes She Needs New Faces She Knows The High Stakes

Am I Dead? Or Is This One Of Those Dreams? Those Horrible Dreams That Seem Like They Last Forever?

So as promised, well not even promised but told to E yesterday, the kids and I called him last night to video chat. During which he proceeded to inform me that his Dad's burial is on the same day as my Grandma's. 365 days in a year, and yeppers, it'll be the same day, Aug 26th … Continue reading Am I Dead? Or Is This One Of Those Dreams? Those Horrible Dreams That Seem Like They Last Forever?

Cause In The Night I Hear Him Talk The Coldest Story Ever Told Somewhere Far Along This Road He Lost His Soul

I received a message from E letting me know that his dad had passed away last night, as well as one from my brother-in-law (because according to the law we are still married so in laws it is. I can honestly say... I didn't really care. This man for all intents and purposes tried to … Continue reading Cause In The Night I Hear Him Talk The Coldest Story Ever Told Somewhere Far Along This Road He Lost His Soul

Do You Like The Taste, Stuff It In Your Face, It’s Not Nice To Waste.

Tuna Casserole is THEEE most disgusting meal known to mankind. I've eaten a lot of "different" foods in my life, but still to this day I have a huge hatred towards tuna casserole... or what was passed off as casserole while I was living in Namibia. Since the orphanage operated off donations and volunteers, funds … Continue reading Do You Like The Taste, Stuff It In Your Face, It’s Not Nice To Waste.

I Just Started To See The Light Of Day, I Just Started Hating Some People Today

I met my "Dad" again at around 15 years old.  It had been like 10 years since he gave up his visitation rights to R and I, and stopped showing up every so often to drive us down to his house in the next city for the weekend. He also stopped paying child support for the two of … Continue reading I Just Started To See The Light Of Day, I Just Started Hating Some People Today