This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

I haven't been on top of my writing, I know. For starters, life has been intense this past while, which I'll try to delve into in a later post. But also, I've been having seizures so often now that I just don't have the energy or strength to write. I'd prefer to spend all my … Continue reading This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

And You Can’t Stop Me From Falling Apart

I refuse to watch 13 Reasons Why. As someone who has attempted suicide myself, on more than one occasion, and obviously failed (self high-five), I don't feel I need to know someone else's reasons behind killing themselves, or whatever else happens on that show. Do I think it's a good show for people to watch … Continue reading And You Can’t Stop Me From Falling Apart

Nobody Said It Was Easy. No One Ever Said It Would Be This Hard

I'd like to say that once I got back to Canada things got better fast. But that would be a complete lie. It was hard. There were so many stressful factors I didn't even consider when thinking the whole "leave E" thing through. My parents let us stay with them for which I am so … Continue reading Nobody Said It Was Easy. No One Ever Said It Would Be This Hard

Love Don’t Lie It Lifts You Up It Takes You Higher When High Ain’t Enough

My marriage should have never happened. But I'm not always good at following my gut. Or listening to the little voice in my head. I follow what I thought was logic and reason, and at the time, all logic was telling me that this man was the best I could/would do and I should get … Continue reading Love Don’t Lie It Lifts You Up It Takes You Higher When High Ain’t Enough