Go, Shorty It’s Your Birthday We Gon Party Like It’s Your Birthday

I’m 35 now. Also according to my younger sister N, I can myself considered in my late thirties since I’m past halfway. Big words for someone who has more grey hair then both myself and our older sister combined. My birthday was yesterday and for the most part it was like every other day this … Continue reading Go, Shorty It’s Your Birthday We Gon Party Like It’s Your Birthday

The Mother Reads Aloud, Child Tries To Understand It, Tries To Make Her Proud

Lately, I’ve been having issues with Z, and they seem to be growing daily. Z turned 9 years old this summer, but in my head I didn’t think I’d have these issues ever, let alone at 9. Z and I are completely different. That fact doesn’t make me not love or even like her, it … Continue reading The Mother Reads Aloud, Child Tries To Understand It, Tries To Make Her Proud

I Never Thought I’d Die Alone Another 6 Months I’ll Be Unknown / I Never Conquered

You know when your feeling sad or depressed and so you turn on sad depressing music to get way in your feelings? That’s where I’m at. Like I said, the doctor doesn’t know how to solve my problems right now, so he’s decided to drug me up. And as we all know from last summer … Continue reading I Never Thought I’d Die Alone Another 6 Months I’ll Be Unknown / I Never Conquered

Through All Of The Chaos I’ll Find A Way Out I Know Home Is Where You Make It

Chaotic. That would be the main word I’d use. Frustrating. Annoying. Not as planned. There is so much out of the ordinary going on that’s out of my hands right now I don’t even have the capacity to pick a single word to explain it. Home. I’m still at home. The hospital started off by … Continue reading Through All Of The Chaos I’ll Find A Way Out I Know Home Is Where You Make It

I Don’t Wanna Leave This Dream, Don’t Wake Me Cause I Never Seem To Stay Asleep Enough

I got a call. I actually got it before my last call, but because I had been a lazy butt, I had to catch up on Christmas junk before I could tell you this juicy gossip. It’s actually (again) not that juicy, but well let me just write my post and get back on track. … Continue reading I Don’t Wanna Leave This Dream, Don’t Wake Me Cause I Never Seem To Stay Asleep Enough

Mama, I’m Sure I Know Why You Were Misunderstood So Now, I See Through Your Eyes All I Can Give You Is Love

So much to say/write/try to explain and not a clue where to start. A few weeks ago I got an email from the Salvation Army regarding the Christmas toy drive they do and if I would like to come ‘shop’ for the kids. I guess they had my name on their list from last year … Continue reading Mama, I’m Sure I Know Why You Were Misunderstood So Now, I See Through Your Eyes All I Can Give You Is Love

I Can See You In The Morning When You Go To School Don’t Forget Your Books, You Know you’ve Got To Learn The Golden Rule

The kids are back at school. Finally. We just finished day 3 of grade 3 for Z at her new school and grade 6 for Little E at his new middle school, where everything he does and wears has to be ‘cool mom’ 😎 😒 (update I started this post last week, but I’m now … Continue reading I Can See You In The Morning When You Go To School Don’t Forget Your Books, You Know you’ve Got To Learn The Golden Rule

The Wheels On The Bus Go Round And Round All Through The Town

We are back at home now and have been for about a week. The fire is still considered out of control at 800 hectares and I can see some of it some nights in the distance, but that is not what this post is about. As usual, something new and additionally stressful happened last week. … Continue reading The Wheels On The Bus Go Round And Round All Through The Town

I’ll Be Your ChauffeurDrive You To A Distant Shore Fill The Tank With Gas And Dreams

So. The big phone call happened this morning. I was getting anxious on the hour leading up to it, which isn’t very normal for me. I’m a pretty calm but introverted person. But while sitting at work for the first time this morning my heart was beating faster than normal and I was having very … Continue reading I’ll Be Your ChauffeurDrive You To A Distant Shore Fill The Tank With Gas And Dreams