Go, Shorty It’s Your Birthday We Gon Party Like It’s Your Birthday

I’m 35 now. Also according to my younger sister N, I can myself considered in my late thirties since I’m past halfway. Big words for someone who has more grey hair then both myself and our older sister combined. My birthday was yesterday and for the most part it was like every other day this … Continue reading Go, Shorty It’s Your Birthday We Gon Party Like It’s Your Birthday

The Mother Reads Aloud, Child Tries To Understand It, Tries To Make Her Proud

Lately, I’ve been having issues with Z, and they seem to be growing daily. Z turned 9 years old this summer, but in my head I didn’t think I’d have these issues ever, let alone at 9. Z and I are completely different. That fact doesn’t make me not love or even like her, it … Continue reading The Mother Reads Aloud, Child Tries To Understand It, Tries To Make Her Proud

Everybody’s Talkin’ ‘Bout Heaven Like They Just Can’t Wait To Go/I Ain’t Convinced

I know I used to write along the following subject a few years ago on and off. I even started a different blog (The Birth of Love ) to try and somewhat keep my life separate. But tbh I don’t even know if that blog is still active/available. Part of me hopes my posts are … Continue reading Everybody’s Talkin’ ‘Bout Heaven Like They Just Can’t Wait To Go/I Ain’t Convinced

No Need To Pretend She’s Got A Little Drama With Her Friends

This past weekend was thanksgiving here. A day to be grateful and let others know how thankful we are for all the usual things. I think we all personally know what we’re grateful for and why, so to be able to share that with others, seems almost redundant unless you have someone really out of … Continue reading No Need To Pretend She’s Got A Little Drama With Her Friends

I’m Gonna Soak Up The Sun I’m Gonna Tell Everyone To Lighten Up

I’m a week and a half into the new job, and as much as I’d like to keep posts to somewhat one topic/thing on my mind… I’ve been waiting almost two months to write about a different topic. This summer, I took an actual honest to God vacation. I figured if I don’t de it … Continue reading I’m Gonna Soak Up The Sun I’m Gonna Tell Everyone To Lighten Up

You Know I Say That I Am Better Now/ Cause Your Not Around

So here I am. Weeks later? Months? I can’t remember. But to save you from reading this whole post, I’ve gotten a *much* better job. From the morning my boss A called, things felt desperate. I was so concerned that I wouldn’t be able to find a new job in time that would support the … Continue reading You Know I Say That I Am Better Now/ Cause Your Not Around

Take This Job And Shove It I Ain’t Working Here No More You Better Not Try To Stand In My Way As I’m A’walking Out The Door

Things just escalated with my boss to a point of no return. Everyday for the following week (and still now, but for the posts sake, the following week) he went about changing things around the office. Not even for the better but literally so he could control things more. All I’m thinking is bro, you … Continue reading Take This Job And Shove It I Ain’t Working Here No More You Better Not Try To Stand In My Way As I’m A’walking Out The Door

It’s Like The More Money We Come Across The More Problems We See

I received an annoying email from my boss this morning and have been in a bitchy mood since. First off it was @ 8 something on a Saturday morning. Slow your roll ding dong. Nothing good work related happens that early on the weekend. Next I see the subject line ‘Status quo for now’ and … Continue reading It’s Like The More Money We Come Across The More Problems We See

When You Feel So Tired But You Can’t Sleep Stuck In Reverse

I guess a depression is the simplest way to describe it. But it’s not simple. There are so many layers to it. I’m exhausted. I feel like everything is overwhelming. I use earplugs constantly because just people talking to me is to much stimulation lately. My kids walking on the floor like regular human beings … Continue reading When You Feel So Tired But You Can’t Sleep Stuck In Reverse