From Good Friends And True, From Old Friends And New, May Good Luck Go With You, And Happiness Too

It's my birthday. I have successfully lived 33 years. Well, I've lived 33 years. How successful I've done it can be left up for debate. I woke up sick this morning. I haven't really been sick in years but of course it would be today. A day I was actually trying to look forward to. … Continue reading From Good Friends And True, From Old Friends And New, May Good Luck Go With You, And Happiness Too

I Remembered You Was Conflicted Misusing Your Influence Sometimes I Did The Same Abusing My Power Full Of Resentment

So, I have been taking a while to gather my thoughts regarding this shit show of a world we're living in. Each time I think I have composed something to write about, and have my mind wrapped around the situation, I decide my thoughts are not relevant enough. And that still hold true today in … Continue reading I Remembered You Was Conflicted Misusing Your Influence Sometimes I Did The Same Abusing My Power Full Of Resentment

I’ve Been Here Before A Few Times And I’m Quite Aware We’re Dying

Can I just be honest for a minute? I mean all my posts are brutally honest but for real today... and for to long lately, I've been really struggling with feelings of deep inadequacy. Like straight STRUGGLING. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy and doing well, but a person can have more than one feeling … Continue reading I’ve Been Here Before A Few Times And I’m Quite Aware We’re Dying

This Is For The Question Marks / Together We Are Dangerous Together With Our Differences

I had a terrible.... 'thing' happen Saturday night. I want to say nightmare but I wasn't sleeping. I wish more than anything right now that it was a dream, but I was wiiiiiiide awake unfortunately. Which makes it all the more terrifying. To be honest I didn't realize it was happening until it was over. … Continue reading This Is For The Question Marks / Together We Are Dangerous Together With Our Differences

I Know You’re Built To Love, But Broken Now, So Just Try, Yeah I know You’re Chokin’ On Your Fears

So never in my wildest dreams did I expect this to happen. We went to get the mail yesterday and there were a few small packages in it, one for each of the kids and myself. From E. Not gonna lie at first I was like wtf? For a quick instant I was like is … Continue reading I Know You’re Built To Love, But Broken Now, So Just Try, Yeah I know You’re Chokin’ On Your Fears