Shadows From My Past Life Is Real / So Real Sleeping Is My Leisure Waking Up In A Minefield Dream Is just A Pleasure Dome

I haven't been writing. How do I go from my last post to.... Little E joined soccer, or something else that seems so trivial now? Life is simultaneously seeming more pointless as the days go one, as well as revealing a wealth of information if I'm paying attention, which sometimes I refuse to, since the … Continue reading Shadows From My Past Life Is Real / So Real Sleeping Is My Leisure Waking Up In A Minefield Dream Is just A Pleasure Dome

Pull Me In, Hold Me Tight, Don’t Let Go / I Want To Step Into Your Great Unknown With You And Me Setting The Tone

So today I teared up when I went for a pedicure. All because the guy doing my toes took off his gloves near the end and touched my feet with bare hands. It was the first skin to skin touch I've had in months and it almost made me cry. It's beautiful here. Sunny and … Continue reading Pull Me In, Hold Me Tight, Don’t Let Go / I Want To Step Into Your Great Unknown With You And Me Setting The Tone

It Might Seem Crazy What I’m About To Say / Well, Give Me All You Got, Don’t Hold It Back / Don’t Waste Your Time Here’s Why… Because I’m Happy

Yesterday I had a self induced eye opening experience. Actually it was just a thought, or string of thoughts, but it left me basically shocked at myself. I was sitting at home, pouting about Valentines Day coming up (today) and started thinking about why in the world I've let myself get to a point where … Continue reading It Might Seem Crazy What I’m About To Say / Well, Give Me All You Got, Don’t Hold It Back / Don’t Waste Your Time Here’s Why… Because I’m Happy