I Always Hear People Complain About The Place That They Live That All The People Here Are Fake And They Got Nothin’ To Give ‘Cause They Been Starin’ At Somebody Else’s Version Of Shit That Makes Another City Seem More Excitin’ Than It Is

Since moving, I've realized how terribly and utterly alone I am. I've been crying far too much. To the point that it's begun to affect my day-to-day life. For example, each time my phone makes a sound, for some pathetic reason I hope that maybe this time someone is calling to check on me to … Continue reading I Always Hear People Complain About The Place That They Live That All The People Here Are Fake And They Got Nothin’ To Give ‘Cause They Been Starin’ At Somebody Else’s Version Of Shit That Makes Another City Seem More Excitin’ Than It Is

I Wanna Start Letting You Know This Because Of You My Life Has A Purpose You Helped Me Be Who I Am Today I See Myself In Every Word You Say

What would you do if you lived forever. For real. How would you feel if you truly understood that INFINITY was, well infinite? Even more compelling and alarming, how would you react if you recognized that your life was part of it. Just a small part of a universe that quite literally never stopped. No … Continue reading I Wanna Start Letting You Know This Because Of You My Life Has A Purpose You Helped Me Be Who I Am Today I See Myself In Every Word You Say

Through Waters Uncharted My Soul Will Embark I’ll Follow Your Voice Straight Into The Dark And If From The Course You Intend I Depart Speak To The Sails Of My Wandering Heart

No "new year, new me" junk in my trunk. I'm a woman built on all my failures, and all my triumphs. I didn't change dramatically overnight, no one does. I've blossomed over all my days and years on this earth to become who I am today. Someone who still struggles with this life, but I'm … Continue reading Through Waters Uncharted My Soul Will Embark I’ll Follow Your Voice Straight Into The Dark And If From The Course You Intend I Depart Speak To The Sails Of My Wandering Heart

Because A Thankful Heart Is A Happy Heart I’m Glad For What I Have, That’s An Easy Way To Start

Ah 'Thanksgiving.' This year dinner was at my parents house as per usual. My mom invited my sisters and their spouses/kids, plus my aunt who lives in town here with her family. Then my one great-aunt was also invited. Then, because apparently that's not stressful enough for my mom, she invited a few other people that … Continue reading Because A Thankful Heart Is A Happy Heart I’m Glad For What I Have, That’s An Easy Way To Start

While You Laughin’ We’re Passin’ Passin’ Away 

Stoic. Heartless. Cold blooded.  Emotionless. Indifferent. Uncaring. Reserved. Nonchalant. Apathetic. Matter of fact. Bitch. All names I've been called in the past that make complete sense to me now. I received the call today. My grandma passed away a couple of hours ago. And I really, unfortunately don't feel much towards the situation. And that in … Continue reading While You Laughin’ We’re Passin’ Passin’ Away