After W was killed, months had passed since the funeral and I had had multiple conversations with myself about "moving on". One week I particular I found my thoughts constantly dwelling on things like 'was I ready', and if I was how would I even meet someone new?!? I no longer went to the club/pub/bars, … Continue reading Love In A Thousand Different Flavours I Wish That I Could Taste Them All Tonight No, I Ain’t Got No Dinner Plans
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I Don’t Ever Wanna Feel Like I Did That Day, Take Me To The Place I Love, Take Me All The Way
When I was 19, my body was used for the first time in ways that changed me forever. I was really good friends with this one couple, A and M. We worked together, we went out dancing every weekend together. I was even planning on moving in with A in a few weeks because she … Continue reading I Don’t Ever Wanna Feel Like I Did That Day, Take Me To The Place I Love, Take Me All The Way
Nobody Said It Was Easy. No One Ever Said It Would Be This Hard
I'd like to say that once I got back to Canada things got better fast. But that would be a complete lie. It was hard. There were so many stressful factors I didn't even consider when thinking the whole "leave E" thing through. My parents let us stay with them for which I am so … Continue reading Nobody Said It Was Easy. No One Ever Said It Would Be This Hard
The Wedding Of My Dreams. My Worst Nightmare
E didn't want anything to do in planning the wedding. My mom on the other hand... She wanted to be all up in there, whether I wanted it or not. I'm a fairly easy going person. I don't like to stir up trouble. And my mom was getting so excited about this whole wedding thing … Continue reading The Wedding Of My Dreams. My Worst Nightmare
House Warming. It Was Cold As F**k
After we'd been married about two months, I wanted to throw a little house warming/ gathering party at our new place. It would be the first time we'd had a group over and I thought it'd be fun. I asked E if he was okay with the idea and he said sure. I asked him … Continue reading House Warming. It Was Cold As F**k
How I Lost My Chains 