It's my birthday. I have successfully lived 33 years. Well, I've lived 33 years. How successful I've done it can be left up for debate. I woke up sick this morning. I haven't really been sick in years but of course it would be today. A day I was actually trying to look forward to. … Continue reading From Good Friends And True, From Old Friends And New, May Good Luck Go With You, And Happiness Too
Tag: Moving On
I Hope You Both Feel The Sparks By The End Of The Drive I Hope You Know She’s The One By The End Of The Night
I haven't just written about what's going on in my life lately. Today, my kids are attending their official last day of school. Z is done grade 1 and Little E has completed grade 4. It seems necessary to mark this occasion after the whirlwind of a season we've been through in this last little … Continue reading I Hope You Both Feel The Sparks By The End Of The Drive I Hope You Know She’s The One By The End Of The Night
I Heard Her Praying / And The Tears That She Shed Still They Still Linger In My Head
Heads up, on Little E’s iPad again so prep for an awful lay out since I’m not tech savvy enough to attempt to figure out how to fix this. Each time I click return to start a new paragraph it starts a new post instead 🤔. Okay, so last night.... last night last night last … Continue reading I Heard Her Praying / And The Tears That She Shed Still They Still Linger In My Head
Handle Me? / He Put In All That Work, He Wanna Be The MVP, I Told Him Ain’t No Taming Me
So he came. Actually I came. I saw. I conquered. The bar dude I met came and spent the night this past Saturday. I have not spent an actual night with anyone since E. No sleeping over in my bed ever. It was always sex, and bye. Like unless you're gonna make the commitment to … Continue reading Handle Me? / He Put In All That Work, He Wanna Be The MVP, I Told Him Ain’t No Taming Me
When The Working Day Is Done Oh Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
I went out Friday night. For the first time since my work Christmas party, I went out. I asked a girlfriend here for a deeply needed girls night and dancing and even though she said she didn't dance (everyone dances) she agreed to go. I asked her for her advice on where the best places … Continue reading When The Working Day Is Done Oh Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
I Got Boy Problems That’s The Human In Me / Don’t Text Me, Tell It Straight To My Face
Yesterday out of the blue E sent a text to see how the kids are and to ask me to say hi to them. They haven't really talked much in months, and the last time they saw him was at Christmas. By now, I thought I was over E. and as far as our relationship … Continue reading I Got Boy Problems That’s The Human In Me / Don’t Text Me, Tell It Straight To My Face
Who Cares What They See? Who Cares What They Know? Your First Name Is Free Last Name Is Dom
So I've been really inactive sexually this last year and a half since K and I stopped. I saw a few guys once (like I do/did) but it was such a joke with them, that I didn't even let them kiss me, although not for lack of trying on their part. Anyways, my toys and … Continue reading Who Cares What They See? Who Cares What They Know? Your First Name Is Free Last Name Is Dom
Eventually If It Was Meant To Be, Then It Would Be ‘Cause We Related, Physically And Mentally / Boy, I Tell You, I Miss Her
Today I had another honest conversation with my kids. I asked them how they would feel if they never had a 'dad'. Like if we just always remained a family of three. How pretty much they've always known it. I told them I've come to the realization that for myself, men cause me a distraction, … Continue reading Eventually If It Was Meant To Be, Then It Would Be ‘Cause We Related, Physically And Mentally / Boy, I Tell You, I Miss Her
There’s No Way I Can Pay You Back But The Plan Is To Show You That I Understand You Are Appreciated
Today I learned/taught myself a very valuable lesson. Over the past few days I've overheard my kids conspiring together about their great master plan for today. The great previously dreaded Mother's Day. But as I let them go off in secret together to plan whatever it was they were planning, or even to overhear them … Continue reading There’s No Way I Can Pay You Back But The Plan Is To Show You That I Understand You Are Appreciated
Welcome To Existence Everyone’s Here / Everybody’s Watching You Now Everybody Waits For You Now What Happens Next?
Today an ad popped up on my Instagram about preparing wills. This is something I have been purposefully avoiding my entire life. Not because I'm afraid to die because of death and all that jazz, but because in my will, I will undoubtedly have to name a Guardian for my kids. And I have no … Continue reading Welcome To Existence Everyone’s Here / Everybody’s Watching You Now Everybody Waits For You Now What Happens Next?
