My Mind Runs Wild To Comprehend What No Mind On Earth Could Understand

1,652 days from the day I got married and the day I decided to leave E. (Better than 72 days but still not impressive by any means) 1,762 days from the day I left and started this whole divorce process until yesterday, the day I got that email I thought would never come saying: In … Continue reading My Mind Runs Wild To Comprehend What No Mind On Earth Could Understand

Freedom! Where Are You? Cause I Need Freedom Too! I Break Chains All By Myself Won’t Let My Freedom Rot In Hell

Things are looking up. Way up. I honestly hardly slept at all last night, for various reasons, but the thought of the court date today was a large component in keeping me up. I haven't been this excited/anxious/nervous what have you, for anything in... well I honestly can't remember anything keeping me up like this … Continue reading Freedom! Where Are You? Cause I Need Freedom Too! I Break Chains All By Myself Won’t Let My Freedom Rot In Hell

This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

I haven't been on top of my writing, I know. For starters, life has been intense this past while, which I'll try to delve into in a later post. But also, I've been having seizures so often now that I just don't have the energy or strength to write. I'd prefer to spend all my … Continue reading This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

God’s Plan I Hold Back, Sometimes I Won’t / Still Bad Things It’s A Lot Of Bad Things That They Wishin’ On Me

So my house is up for sale. The listing went live on Jan 25th (last Thursday) and there was one showing booked for Sunday that got cancelled last-minute, and now another one for tomorrow. So I'm feeling hopeful that at least people are interested in the place enough to want to come see it in … Continue reading God’s Plan I Hold Back, Sometimes I Won’t / Still Bad Things It’s A Lot Of Bad Things That They Wishin’ On Me

Cause For Every Lie I Tell Them, They Tell Me Three This Is How The World Works Now All He Thinks About Is Me

Whomp there it is (Whomp there it is) Ahh I need emoji's on my computer's keyboard so I could follow that up with musical notes or something. Anyways. My shit gets shittier (Don't correct my grammar, let's just all assume at this point I know I'm making up words, it's called artistic licence), as it's … Continue reading Cause For Every Lie I Tell Them, They Tell Me Three This Is How The World Works Now All He Thinks About Is Me

And You Can’t Stop Me From Falling Apart

I refuse to watch 13 Reasons Why. As someone who has attempted suicide myself, on more than one occasion, and obviously failed (self high-five), I don't feel I need to know someone else's reasons behind killing themselves, or whatever else happens on that show. Do I think it's a good show for people to watch … Continue reading And You Can’t Stop Me From Falling Apart