Don’t Ever Think That It Can’t Happen To You, You Gotta Stand On Your Own Two Win Or Lose

I got home almost a week ago. Just taking some time to absorb it all and get back into my life. I had really thought I’d be leaving the hospital with answers. Solutions. But no. Instead I have more tests to do. And more questions. The doctors haven’t outright said they are more confused than … Continue reading Don’t Ever Think That It Can’t Happen To You, You Gotta Stand On Your Own Two Win Or Lose

Shake, Shake Your Body And The Blood Begins To Boil

4. I had four seizures overnight, and so this is a late post since I’ve spent most of the day sleeping between checkins and reapplying the leads I pulled out etc. I don’t remember the first actual seizure happening but shortly after the nurse came in and I had only been sleeping about 30 minutes … Continue reading Shake, Shake Your Body And The Blood Begins To Boil

Somehow You’re Always The First To Take Care Of Me At My Worst, You Are Appreciated

24 hours. And they gathered very useful information. Tuesday morning the neurologist walked in with her entourage of interns/nurses/neurologist in training and said my EEG from overnight had been very informative already. The data so far had let them know that my seizures are coming from a part of the brain that isn’t used for … Continue reading Somehow You’re Always The First To Take Care Of Me At My Worst, You Are Appreciated

Through All Of The Chaos I’ll Find A Way Out I Know Home Is Where You Make It

Chaotic. That would be the main word I’d use. Frustrating. Annoying. Not as planned. There is so much out of the ordinary going on that’s out of my hands right now I don’t even have the capacity to pick a single word to explain it. Home. I’m still at home. The hospital started off by … Continue reading Through All Of The Chaos I’ll Find A Way Out I Know Home Is Where You Make It

Have Yourself A Very Merry Christmas Let Your Heart Be Light

I had the most beautiful Christmas. Yes it was full of stress and sickness, but I think that’s a holiday for single moms everywhere. Do I realize we’re almost halfway into January by now? Obviously 🙄 but I really just took this time to be a lazy butt and nap probably every day and while … Continue reading Have Yourself A Very Merry Christmas Let Your Heart Be Light

Spread The Word Around The Rat Is Leaving Town The Message Is A Song The Misery Is Gone

Rats. Again. If I had an arch nemesis, this would be it. Little black rice looking turds in my wonderfully clean kitchen. I’ve been running my AMAZING vacuum everyday since my birthday Wednesday and it’s phenomenal. In the last couple days I’ve honestly thought to myself maybe this new vacuum has been in the kitchen … Continue reading Spread The Word Around The Rat Is Leaving Town The Message Is A Song The Misery Is Gone

Sunny Day Sweepin’ The Clouds Away On My Way To Where The Air Is Sweet Can You Tell Me How To Get How To Get To Sesame Street

Just saw this post on Instagram. It reminded me that when I was in grade 6 I had a teacher, Mr. M (yes I remember his full name, but in keeping with the theme of my blog lol) and he took a short story I wrote and just thought it was the bees knees. At … Continue reading Sunny Day Sweepin’ The Clouds Away On My Way To Where The Air Is Sweet Can You Tell Me How To Get How To Get To Sesame Street

Get It On, Get It On’Cause Tonight Is The NightWhen 2 Become 1

It’s just so much. I can tell you right here and now I don’t have the words to describe properly what I want to say, but I’ll start with; it’s just so much. So many feelings, to many emotions. Not necessarily good emotions either. Hate, sorrow, anger, all mixed in in such large amounts. To … Continue reading Get It On, Get It On’Cause Tonight Is The NightWhen 2 Become 1

I Can See You In The Morning When You Go To School Don’t Forget Your Books, You Know you’ve Got To Learn The Golden Rule

The kids are back at school. Finally. We just finished day 3 of grade 3 for Z at her new school and grade 6 for Little E at his new middle school, where everything he does and wears has to be ‘cool mom’ 😎 😒 (update I started this post last week, but I’m now … Continue reading I Can See You In The Morning When You Go To School Don’t Forget Your Books, You Know you’ve Got To Learn The Golden Rule