I Slit My Throat To Watch You Die Mutha Fucka Rest In Pain

The friend I told you guys about a few posts back (here:If U Suckaz Got A Problem, Feel A Way Wit How I Act Imma Show U Where I’m From, Imma Show U Where I’m At)  has his album out now. You can find it on spotify:   A Noose and a Nudge And his video … Continue reading I Slit My Throat To Watch You Die Mutha Fucka Rest In Pain

I Guess There’s Certain Dreams That You Gotta Keep ‘Cause They Only Know What You Let ‘Em See / They Don’t Care Like I Do Nowhere Like I Do

Google can suck my non-existent dick after they've shoved it up their ass. How's that for sexual content? A little while ago I monetized my site with Google Adsense. I figured it's here, you're here, Google ad's are there. Why not connect them all on my site for an opportunity to make a few extra … Continue reading I Guess There’s Certain Dreams That You Gotta Keep ‘Cause They Only Know What You Let ‘Em See / They Don’t Care Like I Do Nowhere Like I Do

Time Is A Gift On Loan Fate Is Already Known It’s Your Destiny To Make It To The End It’s Your Destiny To Go Against The Trend

When I had the sex talk with Little E last week, I left out a major part, since I felt it deserved its own post. At some point during our talk of how babies were made, which he had a pretty decent grasp of for an eight year old, we got into the topic of … Continue reading Time Is A Gift On Loan Fate Is Already Known It’s Your Destiny To Make It To The End It’s Your Destiny To Go Against The Trend

Take Control Of Your Mind And Just Meditate And Let Your Soul Just Gravitate To The Love

I've come to the conclusion in my life for now, that every time I've attempted to produce love, in any kind, it ends in a more broken version of myself. Maybe, and most likely this is because the men I've been showing my version of love to have not been in a receptive state in … Continue reading Take Control Of Your Mind And Just Meditate And Let Your Soul Just Gravitate To The Love

I Can See Clearly Now, The Rain Is Gone, I Can See All Obstacles In My Way Gone Are The Dark Clouds That Had Me Blind It’s Gonna Be A Bright (Bright), Bright (Bright) Sun-Shiny Day.

Z got glasses. Wow. They did a little pre-screening in her Kindergarten classroom and recommended that she go for additional testing, so I took her in a few weeks back. Yep turns out she has terrible vision. So the glasses arrived at the clinic yesterday, and I got the call at work they were ready … Continue reading I Can See Clearly Now, The Rain Is Gone, I Can See All Obstacles In My Way Gone Are The Dark Clouds That Had Me Blind It’s Gonna Be A Bright (Bright), Bright (Bright) Sun-Shiny Day.

You Seem To Have A Plan My Will And Self-Restraint Have Come To Fail Now

I've gained a bunch of weight again. Last fall/winter I did so well (for me) and lost 49 lbs/3.5 st/22.5 kg take your pick and reached an impressive 206lbs  (impressive for me).  For those of you keeping track I was 5 foot 10 and 255lbs at my heaviest. Yes I know that's considered obese or … Continue reading You Seem To Have A Plan My Will And Self-Restraint Have Come To Fail Now

Cut The Ties Send A Flare Into The night / Turn The Tide Dry Your Tears And Wave Goodbye

So no more calls. Not from K. Not from any guys in or out of the prison named A all the way through to Z. Which is disappointing since I got a new phone last night and it's just more exciting to have a new phone....well when the phone rings in any capacity. But give … Continue reading Cut The Ties Send A Flare Into The night / Turn The Tide Dry Your Tears And Wave Goodbye

So I Hit Her In Her DM All Eyes / It Goes Down In The DM

Tonight was a "Meet and Greet" BBQ at the kids school. They did it all by donation to raise funds for bus rides on field trips and playground equipment etc. But also it was a good way for new families to meet each other, as well as old friends to reconnect over the summer. At … Continue reading So I Hit Her In Her DM All Eyes / It Goes Down In The DM

We Don’t Say How We Feel And I Feel Like This Is What Got Us In The Debacle We’re In

I remember Kindergarten. Correction. I remember exactly one lunch recess where I was playing tag and pushed a boy off some wooden play structure. He ended up breaking his arm... my bad. But I distinctly remember when my red curly-haired teacher who was on supervision carried him from the playground to the office and it … Continue reading We Don’t Say How We Feel And I Feel Like This Is What Got Us In The Debacle We’re In