I Am Chosen Not Forsaken I Am Who You Say I Am You Are For Me Not Against Me

Zero. Zero chance of this thing getting a solution this time around. My neurologist came in this morning with all his groupies to do rounds and had a lot to say. Starting with the fact I do not have a usual case. My electrical activity is coming 24/7 from the right side, like even right … Continue reading I Am Chosen Not Forsaken I Am Who You Say I Am You Are For Me Not Against Me

Shake, Shake Your Body And The Blood Begins To Boil

4. I had four seizures overnight, and so this is a late post since I’ve spent most of the day sleeping between checkins and reapplying the leads I pulled out etc. I don’t remember the first actual seizure happening but shortly after the nurse came in and I had only been sleeping about 30 minutes … Continue reading Shake, Shake Your Body And The Blood Begins To Boil

Somehow You’re Always The First To Take Care Of Me At My Worst, You Are Appreciated

24 hours. And they gathered very useful information. Tuesday morning the neurologist walked in with her entourage of interns/nurses/neurologist in training and said my EEG from overnight had been very informative already. The data so far had let them know that my seizures are coming from a part of the brain that isn’t used for … Continue reading Somehow You’re Always The First To Take Care Of Me At My Worst, You Are Appreciated

If I Showed You My Flaws If I Couldn’t Be Strong If I Got Locked Away

Seizure Investigation Unit. S.I.U. Not quite C.S.I., which was a show I used to watch all the time on Thursday nights with my dad in my early teens. That, and then Survivor, which has a new season coming in March and I totally didn’t expect Erica to win last time around but I’m WAY off … Continue reading If I Showed You My Flaws If I Couldn’t Be Strong If I Got Locked Away

I Don’t Wanna Leave This Dream, Don’t Wake Me Cause I Never Seem To Stay Asleep Enough

I got a call. I actually got it before my last call, but because I had been a lazy butt, I had to catch up on Christmas junk before I could tell you this juicy gossip. It’s actually (again) not that juicy, but well let me just write my post and get back on track. … Continue reading I Don’t Wanna Leave This Dream, Don’t Wake Me Cause I Never Seem To Stay Asleep Enough

Tiptoe Through The Tulips With Me Knee Deep In Flowers We’ll Stray We’ll Keep The Shadows Away

Over the past few years or so, I’ve gotten really into house plants. Now if you knew me in ANY way shape or form at ANY point in my life life beforehand, you’d know I previously had what I’d self diagnosed as a ‘black thumb’ as opposed to a green thumb. I killed anything that … Continue reading Tiptoe Through The Tulips With Me Knee Deep In Flowers We’ll Stray We’ll Keep The Shadows Away

On The Road Again Just Can’t Wait To Get On The Road Again

Little E, Z and I are on the plane to Edmonton to celebrate thanksgiving with the famjam. Leading up to this I was so anxious. When I sat down and thought about why I could possibly be nervous about this ‘vacation’ all it brought back was bad memories the last time I saw my kids … Continue reading On The Road Again Just Can’t Wait To Get On The Road Again

Get It On, Get It On’Cause Tonight Is The NightWhen 2 Become 1

It’s just so much. I can tell you right here and now I don’t have the words to describe properly what I want to say, but I’ll start with; it’s just so much. So many feelings, to many emotions. Not necessarily good emotions either. Hate, sorrow, anger, all mixed in in such large amounts. To … Continue reading Get It On, Get It On’Cause Tonight Is The NightWhen 2 Become 1

Staring At The Bottom Of Your Glass Hoping One Day You’ll Make A Dream Last But Dreams Come Slow, And They Go So Fast

I just lost part of my most valuable piece of jewelry. As we all know I’m not a millionaire or anything close, so I don’t have a huge collection of jewelry. I have a bunch of cheap costume jewelry that was bought at places like Walmart or Superstore by my kids for Christmas over the … Continue reading Staring At The Bottom Of Your Glass Hoping One Day You’ll Make A Dream Last But Dreams Come Slow, And They Go So Fast