I’m Going Off The Rails On A Crazy Train I Know That Things Are Going Wrong For Me

What the fuck. My Grandpa just made a pass at me. What the fuck. What the fuck. I'm living the fucken twilight zone you guys. I'm in town for my Grandma's funeral and earlier today he asked me if I was still taking my 'medication' and I remembered that my mom had told both him … Continue reading I’m Going Off The Rails On A Crazy Train I Know That Things Are Going Wrong For Me

Am I Dead? Or Is This One Of Those Dreams? Those Horrible Dreams That Seem Like They Last Forever?

So as promised, well not even promised but told to E yesterday, the kids and I called him last night to video chat. During which he proceeded to inform me that his Dad's burial is on the same day as my Grandma's. 365 days in a year, and yeppers, it'll be the same day, Aug 26th … Continue reading Am I Dead? Or Is This One Of Those Dreams? Those Horrible Dreams That Seem Like They Last Forever?

I Just Started To See The Light Of Day, I Just Started Hating Some People Today

I met my "Dad" again at around 15 years old.  It had been like 10 years since he gave up his visitation rights to R and I, and stopped showing up every so often to drive us down to his house in the next city for the weekend. He also stopped paying child support for the two of … Continue reading I Just Started To See The Light Of Day, I Just Started Hating Some People Today