Hang On Don’t Let Yourself Go ‘Cause Everybody Cries Everybody Hurts Sometimes Sometimes Everything Is Wrong

It was awful. It's been awful. My seizures have been getting worse lately to the point my mom came and stayed with the kids and I for the last week because I've been having them every few days and I'm exhausted. But on Sunday, something new happened. Normally my seizures have ALWAYS happened in my … Continue reading Hang On Don’t Let Yourself Go ‘Cause Everybody Cries Everybody Hurts Sometimes Sometimes Everything Is Wrong

You’re Shaking This Is An Awakening You’re Shaking I Know It’s A Lot To Take In

Life. Seriously. Could it get any crazier for me? I've been referred for surgery for my seizures by my neurologist. I can't remember if I've mentioned this or not since it officially happened a year ago, but over the last month I've had like 3 more seizures at night so my Dr. has amped up … Continue reading You’re Shaking This Is An Awakening You’re Shaking I Know It’s A Lot To Take In

There Is A Headache In My Head A Pulse In My Brain Nothing Will Ever Change

So I've been seizing. Lots. To much. I had a seizure once in November, which was the first one I was aware of in what I think was close to a year, then now almost constantly every two weeks since mid December. There may have been more in there that I'm not sure of but … Continue reading There Is A Headache In My Head A Pulse In My Brain Nothing Will Ever Change

I Can’t Remember Anything, Can’t Tell If This Is True Or Dream

When I was 16, I woke up one morning at the hospital. The rush of cold air when the ambulances' back door opened made me "come to" and I remember sitting up on the gurney and having the immense urge throw up. The paramedic gave me some sort of tray and the whole arrival emergency crew at … Continue reading I Can’t Remember Anything, Can’t Tell If This Is True Or Dream