Welcome To Existence Everyone’s Here / Everybody’s Watching You Now Everybody Waits For You Now What Happens Next?

Today an ad popped up on my Instagram about preparing wills. This is something I have been purposefully avoiding my entire life. Not because I'm afraid to die because of death and all that jazz, but because in my will, I will undoubtedly have to name a Guardian for my kids. And I have no … Continue reading Welcome To Existence Everyone’s Here / Everybody’s Watching You Now Everybody Waits For You Now What Happens Next?

It’s The End Of The World As We Know It, And I Feel Fine

When you sit back and think about it, we all had to come from somewhere. Someone somehow we are all connected. I know it's not a thought we all consider on the daily, but logically, this earth didn't just appear yesterday functioning at this level of consciousness and efficiency that we are at today. Which … Continue reading It’s The End Of The World As We Know It, And I Feel Fine

We’re All Broken Pieces Floating By / These Aren’t My People These Aren’t My Friends

I had a packed house last night. I invited my co-workers over for drinks/games night, and J brought her two kids. I also decided to invite another couple I met through Little E and his classmates and they brought their two kids as well. So with 7 adults and 6 kids running around my small … Continue reading We’re All Broken Pieces Floating By / These Aren’t My People These Aren’t My Friends

I Am Driven By Hunger, So Saddened To Be Thieving In Darkness; I Know You’re Not Pleased But Nothing Worth Eating Is Free

I hate BC. I sent my kids to play outside today, because the weather was nice, yes. But thirty seconds later Z came inside to say there was a dead rat in the yard. Oh HELLLLLL NOOOOOO! I was like are you sure? You didn't touch it, did you? Don't touch it! What did you … Continue reading I Am Driven By Hunger, So Saddened To Be Thieving In Darkness; I Know You’re Not Pleased But Nothing Worth Eating Is Free

The Power Of Equality Is Not Yet What It Ought To Be / What I See Is Insanity Whatever Happened To Humanity

#HumboldtStrong A hashtag that has unfortunately cropped up over the past week here in Canada and a few places around the world. For those of you in the dark, it's a symbol of an accident that happened between a semi truck and a bus carrying a junior hockey team on their way to a game. … Continue reading The Power Of Equality Is Not Yet What It Ought To Be / What I See Is Insanity Whatever Happened To Humanity

This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

I haven't been on top of my writing, I know. For starters, life has been intense this past while, which I'll try to delve into in a later post. But also, I've been having seizures so often now that I just don't have the energy or strength to write. I'd prefer to spend all my … Continue reading This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

If I Should Die Before I Wake I Pray The Lord My Soul To Take Cause I’m Ready To Die

I've been super stressed for the last maybe two, three weeks. So much so, that my seizures have started up again. It's been something I've been avoiding talking about, because it's almost like if I didn't talk about it... maybe it wouldn't be real. My seizures have been under control for the last... I don't … Continue reading If I Should Die Before I Wake I Pray The Lord My Soul To Take Cause I’m Ready To Die

I’m Going Off The Rails On A Crazy Train I Know That Things Are Going Wrong For Me

What the fuck. My Grandpa just made a pass at me. What the fuck. What the fuck. I'm living the fucken twilight zone you guys. I'm in town for my Grandma's funeral and earlier today he asked me if I was still taking my 'medication' and I remembered that my mom had told both him … Continue reading I’m Going Off The Rails On A Crazy Train I Know That Things Are Going Wrong For Me

Cause In The Night I Hear Him Talk The Coldest Story Ever Told Somewhere Far Along This Road He Lost His Soul

I received a message from E letting me know that his dad had passed away last night, as well as one from my brother-in-law (because according to the law we are still married so in laws it is. I can honestly say... I didn't really care. This man for all intents and purposes tried to … Continue reading Cause In The Night I Hear Him Talk The Coldest Story Ever Told Somewhere Far Along This Road He Lost His Soul