Take Me To Church I’ll Worship Like A Dog At The Shrine Of Your Lies

So after K got sent back, I had a little falling out with my mother. I was emotional and needed someone to talk to and you'd think by now I'd have learned that that person should never be my judgmental mom but deep down inside I still want to have a open and good relationship … Continue reading Take Me To Church I’ll Worship Like A Dog At The Shrine Of Your Lies

If Your Not The One For Me Why Do I Hate The Idea Of Being Free/Why Have We Been Through What We Have Been Through 

Making the best choice for yourself in life is shitty sometimes. Whether it's as simple as eating healthy food vs. a cheeseburger or cutting out people who you feel aren't the best for you in order to make room for someone who will help you grow better. Both aren't fun, but the "friend" option is … Continue reading If Your Not The One For Me Why Do I Hate The Idea Of Being Free/Why Have We Been Through What We Have Been Through 

To Be In Love With Someone Who Could Never Love You

Have you ever been in a relationship or just a friendship where you felt like they were your everything and you were just 'something' to them... at best? Or where you can't be with them because of a dumb or made up reason and you find yourself always having to contain your feelings/emotions for them … Continue reading To Be In Love With Someone Who Could Never Love You

While You Laughin’ We’re Passin’ Passin’ Away 

Stoic. Heartless. Cold blooded.  Emotionless. Indifferent. Uncaring. Reserved. Nonchalant. Apathetic. Matter of fact. Bitch. All names I've been called in the past that make complete sense to me now. I received the call today. My grandma passed away a couple of hours ago. And I really, unfortunately don't feel much towards the situation. And that in … Continue reading While You Laughin’ We’re Passin’ Passin’ Away