Got Everybody Watchin’ What I Do Come Walk In My Shoes And See The Way I’m Livin’ If You Really Want To

I have to stop tempting the universe. Each time I say "I've had enough," it turns around and is like OHHHH but wait there's more. You know that stupid saying "The world/God/life/ only give you what you hand handle'? I must be the Queen of the fucking world after all this junk. So to start … Continue reading Got Everybody Watchin’ What I Do Come Walk In My Shoes And See The Way I’m Livin’ If You Really Want To

I’m Not Angry, I’m Just Saying Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance

So where to begin. I feel like ranting about every little thing in my life, which I won't, however easy it would be. My lawyer contacted me saying E didn't actually sign the papers like he said he did (which I think I mentioned already). On top of that, he denied me ever telling/discussing the … Continue reading I’m Not Angry, I’m Just Saying Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance

I’ll Take A Breath, I’ll Take Her By My Side We Stand In Awe, We’ve Created Life

With Little E's birthday yesterday and Z's coming up next week, it's really been hitting a chord I didn't even know I had. I want another baby. My kids are growing up and soon I'll have a 4 & 7-year-old in my house and I won't even be able to pretend I have a toddler … Continue reading I’ll Take A Breath, I’ll Take Her By My Side We Stand In Awe, We’ve Created Life

Through It All We Will Remain In This Life We All Know Friends May Come They May Go Through The Years I Know I Will Stay

Some of you have asked why I even bother with K anymore like writing to him etc. K has been there for me in ways I can't even explain, but I'll give you a few examples. One simple time that crosses my mind was once when I got high, and we were on the phone. … Continue reading Through It All We Will Remain In This Life We All Know Friends May Come They May Go Through The Years I Know I Will Stay