The Very Rarest Example Of Duality Two Minds Apart With Individuality But Never To Be Apart

Twin flames Soul mates All those 'infinite' connections are something I wouldn't wish on someone. All it does is draw you in, and push you out. The main thing I've come to understand on this section of my life since that one dream that started this all. The one where it wasn't even a dream … Continue reading The Very Rarest Example Of Duality Two Minds Apart With Individuality But Never To Be Apart

I Don’t Wanna Admit To Something If All It’s Gonna Cause Is Pain The Truth And My Lies Are Now Falling Like The Rain

Have you every stopped and actually thought about what infinity could and can and does possibly mean? If you/we are infinite beings, and the universe goes on 'forever' then at by definition means that at any given moment, you can be at the center of it. Because to think logically about the illogical, if there … Continue reading I Don’t Wanna Admit To Something If All It’s Gonna Cause Is Pain The Truth And My Lies Are Now Falling Like The Rain

I Wake Up In The Basement I’m So Hungry/ I Must Be Here Sleepwalking

How to explain the unexplainable. Sunday night I made homemade spaghetti and meatballs with ceaser salad for dinner and the kids loved it. Everything was all good. So I decided to send the leftovers with them to daycare for lunch the next day. I asked Z to get out 2 containers for me to divide … Continue reading I Wake Up In The Basement I’m So Hungry/ I Must Be Here Sleepwalking

Leaving To Find My Soul Told Her I Had To Go And I Know It Ain’t Pretty When Our Hearts Get Broke

The fact that I am alive is proof enough that I am a God. No one can confirm for sure how the world started.  Not when or how or at what point, which leaves it wide open for interpretation on exactly how or why we got to this place in history or the present place … Continue reading Leaving To Find My Soul Told Her I Had To Go And I Know It Ain’t Pretty When Our Hearts Get Broke

I’m Not Your Gumdrop, ‘Cause I Walk All Alone I Got My Tough, Tough Power And I Call This Body My Home

Real quick personal post.... hahaha which of my posts aren't personal, this whole blog is my life story lol. But anyways quick is my point. I've made a semi dedicated goal (let's get real, all my goals are half assed, but let's see where this one gets me) to get more in shape. Not a … Continue reading I’m Not Your Gumdrop, ‘Cause I Walk All Alone I Got My Tough, Tough Power And I Call This Body My Home

It’s The End Of The World As We Know It, And I Feel Fine

When you sit back and think about it, we all had to come from somewhere. Someone somehow we are all connected. I know it's not a thought we all consider on the daily, but logically, this earth didn't just appear yesterday functioning at this level of consciousness and efficiency that we are at today. Which … Continue reading It’s The End Of The World As We Know It, And I Feel Fine

I Find Myself Longing For Change And In The Bad Times I Fear Myself

Monday I had a friend over and I got so drunk. Something I've done less than a handful of times in my entire life. Drinking is really not something I find desirable shall we say. Anyways, life has been stressing me out more than normal and so I just let it all go. Nothing crazy … Continue reading I Find Myself Longing For Change And In The Bad Times I Fear Myself

This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

I haven't been on top of my writing, I know. For starters, life has been intense this past while, which I'll try to delve into in a later post. But also, I've been having seizures so often now that I just don't have the energy or strength to write. I'd prefer to spend all my … Continue reading This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

I’m Not Angry, I’m Just Saying Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance

So where to begin. I feel like ranting about every little thing in my life, which I won't, however easy it would be. My lawyer contacted me saying E didn't actually sign the papers like he said he did (which I think I mentioned already). On top of that, he denied me ever telling/discussing the … Continue reading I’m Not Angry, I’m Just Saying Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance