So Please Help Them With Your Youth, They Seek The Truth Before They Can Die.

So it's here. That's time of the day when the kids have gone to sleep and the lunches are packed and the house is clean because I spent all day vacuuming (I even did between/under the couch cushions) and mopping and scrubbing. All three loads of laundry are clean and folded and even put away. … Continue reading So Please Help Them With Your Youth, They Seek The Truth Before They Can Die.

So I Hit Her In Her DM All Eyes / It Goes Down In The DM

Tonight was a "Meet and Greet" BBQ at the kids school. They did it all by donation to raise funds for bus rides on field trips and playground equipment etc. But also it was a good way for new families to meet each other, as well as old friends to reconnect over the summer. At … Continue reading So I Hit Her In Her DM All Eyes / It Goes Down In The DM

Well, It’s A Marvelous Night For A Moondance With The Stars Up Above In Your Eyes A Fantabulous Night To Make Romance ‘Neath The Cover of October Skies

K, fall is actually my favorite season. I'm hoping here, despite the huge amounts of rats I have to deal with (sigh) I'll get to enjoy it for a longer amount of time. No, I'm not talking about pumpkin spice latte and leggings with those awfully popular uggs (I know they're super comfy... I own … Continue reading Well, It’s A Marvelous Night For A Moondance With The Stars Up Above In Your Eyes A Fantabulous Night To Make Romance ‘Neath The Cover of October Skies

Them Filthy Rodents Are Still Coming For Your Souls Never To Let Go

I almost had a heart attack this morning. I'm just waking up, you know that phase when your counting how many minutes you have to get ready if you wake up in that moment, as opposed to pressing snooze one more time, when Little E slams his door shut and runs into my room. He's … Continue reading Them Filthy Rodents Are Still Coming For Your Souls Never To Let Go

I Pay The Cost, Who ‘Gon Take It Off I Record Then I Ball, I Ignored A Lot Of Calls You Ain’t Talking About Nothing, I Ain’t Got No Time

So yesterday was Father's Day here in Canada. As I'm sure you could assume, I'm not the biggest fan of Father's Day. My birth "father"? Non existent in my eyes. I haven't spoken to him since a "brief" reconnection when I was sixteen (a 15 minute chat that ended with him giving me his business … Continue reading I Pay The Cost, Who ‘Gon Take It Off I Record Then I Ball, I Ignored A Lot Of Calls You Ain’t Talking About Nothing, I Ain’t Got No Time

Why’d You Have To Wait? Where Were You? Just A Little Late You Found Me Why’d You Have To Wait To Find Me?

I've come to the understanding within myself that I'm not where I'd like to be in my life. Which, on it's own is not that big a deal you'd think right? Just go out and change, or get what you want etc. and you'd be all good C right? Except that where I want to … Continue reading Why’d You Have To Wait? Where Were You? Just A Little Late You Found Me Why’d You Have To Wait To Find Me?

This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

I haven't been on top of my writing, I know. For starters, life has been intense this past while, which I'll try to delve into in a later post. But also, I've been having seizures so often now that I just don't have the energy or strength to write. I'd prefer to spend all my … Continue reading This Life Is Filled With Hurt When Happiness Doesn’t Work Trust Me, And Take My Hand When The Lights Go Out, You’ll Understand

I’m Not Angry, I’m Just Saying Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance

So where to begin. I feel like ranting about every little thing in my life, which I won't, however easy it would be. My lawyer contacted me saying E didn't actually sign the papers like he said he did (which I think I mentioned already). On top of that, he denied me ever telling/discussing the … Continue reading I’m Not Angry, I’m Just Saying Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance

I’ll Take A Breath, I’ll Take Her By My Side We Stand In Awe, We’ve Created Life

With Little E's birthday yesterday and Z's coming up next week, it's really been hitting a chord I didn't even know I had. I want another baby. My kids are growing up and soon I'll have a 4 & 7-year-old in my house and I won't even be able to pretend I have a toddler … Continue reading I’ll Take A Breath, I’ll Take Her By My Side We Stand In Awe, We’ve Created Life