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I’m Checkin’ Out To The Heavens Above Punched In The Teeth, Teeth By Love

So, Vancouver was… well it was there. I mean we were there and back in two days so not much exciting to report. My teeth are seriously still the main event. They hurt like nobody’s business. I can’t chew to save my life still. Every time I happen to close my teeth to hard or … Continue reading I’m Checkin’ Out To The Heavens Above Punched In The Teeth, Teeth By Love →

Shooting Star Across The Desert Sky The Sun Is Bleeding Into My Eye I Can’t Help But Notice The Way You Talk

So I’ll be heading to Vancouver this week. My life has been full of tests. 3 different kinds of blood work. An ECG. Now I have to head to Vancouver since the Doctor from the epilepsy clinic wants me to have a special type of MRI, and they only have the machine for it at … Continue reading Shooting Star Across The Desert Sky The Sun Is Bleeding Into My Eye I Can’t Help But Notice The Way You Talk →

I’ll Be Your ChauffeurDrive You To A Distant Shore Fill The Tank With Gas And Dreams

So. The big phone call happened this morning. I was getting anxious on the hour leading up to it, which isn’t very normal for me. I’m a pretty calm but introverted person. But while sitting at work for the first time this morning my heart was beating faster than normal and I was having very … Continue reading I’ll Be Your ChauffeurDrive You To A Distant Shore Fill The Tank With Gas And Dreams →

You Make Me Feel Fine All Of The TimeRed Red Wine, You Make Me Feel So Fine

So I had a little mini vacation this past weekend. As much as you could consider it a vacation with my mom and sisters both there. But my kids were gone so for me, that’s a MAJOR holiday 🙌🏼. My family flew out on Friday and we started out the afternoon with massages, which I’ve … Continue reading You Make Me Feel Fine All Of The TimeRed Red Wine, You Make Me Feel So Fine →

I Talk To You Every Now And Then I Never Felt So Alone Again

I don’t know how people get into successful relationships nowadays. The only way I can meet someone in pandemic times is if they are a parent to the kids of your kids friends. And all of them are married and in happy relationships. So here I am, 7 years after I left my marriage and … Continue reading I Talk To You Every Now And Then I Never Felt So Alone Again →

If You’re Horny Let’s Do It Ride It, My Pony My Saddle’s Waiting Come And Jump On It

Sex. There. I've got your attention. Same way Z got mine when she asked how babies were made this past weekend while we where just chilling on my bed. She's 7 so it's not the most unreasonable time to discuss it with her. And I've explained it to her beforehand which she's obviously forgotten about … Continue reading If You’re Horny Let’s Do It Ride It, My Pony My Saddle’s Waiting Come And Jump On It →

Hang On Don’t Let Yourself Go ‘Cause Everybody Cries Everybody Hurts Sometimes Sometimes Everything Is Wrong

It was awful. It's been awful. My seizures have been getting worse lately to the point my mom came and stayed with the kids and I for the last week because I've been having them every few days and I'm exhausted. But on Sunday, something new happened. Normally my seizures have ALWAYS happened in my … Continue reading Hang On Don’t Let Yourself Go ‘Cause Everybody Cries Everybody Hurts Sometimes Sometimes Everything Is Wrong →

You’re Shaking This Is An Awakening You’re Shaking I Know It’s A Lot To Take In

Life. Seriously. Could it get any crazier for me? I've been referred for surgery for my seizures by my neurologist. I can't remember if I've mentioned this or not since it officially happened a year ago, but over the last month I've had like 3 more seizures at night so my Dr. has amped up … Continue reading You’re Shaking This Is An Awakening You’re Shaking I Know It’s A Lot To Take In →

There Is A Headache In My Head A Pulse In My Brain Nothing Will Ever Change

So I've been seizing. Lots. To much. I had a seizure once in November, which was the first one I was aware of in what I think was close to a year, then now almost constantly every two weeks since mid December. There may have been more in there that I'm not sure of but … Continue reading There Is A Headache In My Head A Pulse In My Brain Nothing Will Ever Change →