I'm currently sitting in a Starbucks after leaving the gym early. The creeps are REAL! I'm not normally one to be bothered by annoying guys. Like I can handle myself, but today I was just not in the mood. I went during my lunch break to workout, looking forward to it (I've grown to like … Continue reading The Mood Is Set Don’t Want It To Clash My Body’s Screaming Out Now. I Know You Hearin’ It, You Got Me Moaning Now.
Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts? Physically pains you to think about the sheer amount of emotion you have for them? The desire you have for them to... to just have everything they ever wanted, no matter what it is. You just truly want them to be happy and to succeed, and you … Continue reading The Scars Of Your Love Remind Me Of Us They Keep Me Thinking That We Almost Had It All
So, my Little E is not so little any more! Yesterday we were chilling on the couch (boring back story, but it's necessary) and talking about how before we could buy a house in Kelowna, we had to sell our house here. Little E was commented how I should sell our house for $500.00, so … Continue reading Everything I Need, I Got In My Young Love A Teenage Love, Young Love
Well. I have outdone myself. I once again let fear get the best of me. How, C did you manage to fuck up this time you may be wondering? Fair question, since there are a vast number of scenarios that are probably cascading through your minds if you are a long term reader. Welp. This … Continue reading I’m Standing Up, I’mma Face My Demons I’m Manning Up, I’mma Hold My Ground I’ve Had Enough, Now I’m So Fed Up Time To Put My Life Back Together Right Now
The dreaded swimsuit. I have put off buying a new bathing suit for myself for years (no exaggeration) because like the majority of females, I hate it. Pure and simple. Last time I attempted to take my kids swimming a few months ago, my halter style suit's neck strap broke while I was getting it … Continue reading Cause We Dope Girls We Flawless, We The Poster Girls For All This / I’m Feelin’ Myself
So today I finally signed up for Good Life gym. I did a little research on a few different gyms, and this one just seemed to fit my needs the best. There's one literally right down the street from work downtown right now, plus one close by my current home. There's also one in Kelowna … Continue reading Girl Look At That Body, I Work Out. When I Walk In The Spot, This Is What I See Everybody Stops And They Staring At Me
Frustrated. I guess that would be the only way to suitably and simply describe how I'm feeling now. I'm stuck when it comes to my divorce. I feel any move I attempt to make will only be detrimental to my case and I hate that feeling. Last you heard, I had contacted my lawyer and … Continue reading Why Do I Give Valuable Time To People Who Don’t Care If I Live Or Die / In My Life Why Do I Smile At People Who I’d Much Rather Kick In The Eye?
Yesterday I was driving the kids to daycare and we were listening to the radio as per usual, when Little E asked how do "they" know what the weather is going to be? OOOOOKKKKKAAAAAYYYYYYY! I honestly have tried to figure this out so many times. I mean I get the general idea of wind patterns … Continue reading It’s Raining Men! Hallelujah! It’s Raining Men! Amen! I’m Gonna Go Out To Run And Let Myself Get Absolutely Soaking Wet
Oooooooh man. So it's a holiday in my city today. Which in and of itself is good. Also happening today? Another house showing. Also a good thing right? Until I realized I had to be outta the house between 6:30-7:30 at night. Seriously anytime my routine gets disturbed I'm flexible, yes. But not exactly happy … Continue reading I Was Wondering Maybe Could I Make You My Baby If We Do The Unthinkable Would It Make Us Look Crazy If You Ask Me I’m Ready
This post is inspired by a blog I unfortunately didn't read, but briefly glanced over the title a few days ago, and it's stuck with me. The title read something along the lines of "I'm not a vacation destination for you" or something like that. At least that's how I carried it with me. That … Continue reading ‘Cause People Got Me, Got Me Questioning Where’s The Love