I’m A Sucker For Pain, It Ain’t Nothing But Pain You Just Fuckin’ Complain, You Ain’t Tough As You Claim

Alexander and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day. Just insert my name instead of Alex's up there, and switch day for... I dunno, year? And I feel it'd be right on point with my life instead of a cute little children's book. I've just felt like giving up lately, for no reason in … Continue reading I’m A Sucker For Pain, It Ain’t Nothing But Pain You Just Fuckin’ Complain, You Ain’t Tough As You Claim

And So This Is Christmas And What Have We Done Another Year Over, A New One Just Begun

Christmas has come and gone. And it was good. Great? Naw. Good. For sure. No great 'sweep me off my feet' miracle. No knight in shining armor riding a horse to carry me off into the (freezing cold) sunset. But those aren't my dreams anyways. So, yeah, it was good. Mostly fun times with enough … Continue reading And So This Is Christmas And What Have We Done Another Year Over, A New One Just Begun

Him An’ His Christmas Spirit Are Really A Lotta Bunk I’ll Have To Bust My Ass For Another Year Just To Pay For All This Junk

So, the other night I was wrapping Christmas presents for my kids after they went to sleep, and it came time to label them, and I started getting pissed off. Pissed off because I worked hard for the money used to buy those gifts. I spent my days off going shopping for those presents. I … Continue reading Him An’ His Christmas Spirit Are Really A Lotta Bunk I’ll Have To Bust My Ass For Another Year Just To Pay For All This Junk

Such A Lonely Day And It’s Mine The Most Loneliest Day Of My Life

So, my lawyer is now also not responding to my emails, which means we will be closing in on 4 years this February as far as how long this divorce is taking. I was only married for 4.5 years before I filed for divorced so this has officially become so ridiculous that I feel I … Continue reading Such A Lonely Day And It’s Mine The Most Loneliest Day Of My Life

Don’t Think Cause I Understand I Care Don’t Think Cause I’m Talking We’re Friends

As much as I know y'all are attempting to help, joining a group or stressing less... is not going to cure a neurological disease. I can't just 'talk' my epilepsy away. I can't just meditate/relax and and expect it will be fine. It's like you all treat it like mild depression or some shit. This … Continue reading Don’t Think Cause I Understand I Care Don’t Think Cause I’m Talking We’re Friends