Ok guys. So after spending Monday in a hot mess, and I mean MESS. I was breaking down and crying every time my kids weren't in the room, and maybe once or twice when they were. I had my epiphany. At least I hope it's my light bulb moment because if not... well then I'm … Continue reading I’ve Got Thick Skin And An Elastic Heart/You Did Not Break Me I’m Still Fighting For Peace
Month: August 2017
I’m Going Off The Rails On A Crazy Train I Know That Things Are Going Wrong For Me
What the fuck. My Grandpa just made a pass at me. What the fuck. What the fuck. I'm living the fucken twilight zone you guys. I'm in town for my Grandma's funeral and earlier today he asked me if I was still taking my 'medication' and I remembered that my mom had told both him … Continue reading I’m Going Off The Rails On A Crazy Train I Know That Things Are Going Wrong For Me
Are We Getting Closer Or Are We Just Getting More Lost
I'm so upset! In my big air of productivity during the last week, I managed to finally get my act together to change Little E's name. Which you would think would be a great thing right? Since I've only been waiting a couple years to do it right? Well being the idiot that I am … Continue reading Are We Getting Closer Or Are We Just Getting More Lost
Hey Big Spender Spend A Little Time With Me
My last couple days have been super productive. Although you wouldn't know it here since I haven't posted in a while. I've just been feeling a big push to get a bunch of stuff done before the big return to school and just everything that fall brings. Maybe my vitamin shots have helped with the … Continue reading Hey Big Spender Spend A Little Time With Me
She Holds The Hand That Holds Her Down She Will Rise Above Don’t Call Me Daughter Not Fit To
So I went for a follow up visit to my Naturopath this morning. And like she asks every 4 weeks when I'm there, she questioned how life is... how are my stress levels, what's new, etc. And like every previous visit she is shocked by what is going on in my life and how there … Continue reading She Holds The Hand That Holds Her Down She Will Rise Above Don’t Call Me Daughter Not Fit To
Pardon Me Your Epidermis Is Showing Sir I Couldn’t Help But Note You’re Shade Of Melanin
Ok... So feel free to keep reading. In fact I would encourage you to, but I will warn you now that this post will most likely offend some. But, we all know by now that won't stop me from writing it. These last few days, this whole race issue has been heavy on my mind. Between cutting … Continue reading Pardon Me Your Epidermis Is Showing Sir I Couldn’t Help But Note You’re Shade Of Melanin
Am I Dead? Or Is This One Of Those Dreams? Those Horrible Dreams That Seem Like They Last Forever?
So as promised, well not even promised but told to E yesterday, the kids and I called him last night to video chat. During which he proceeded to inform me that his Dad's burial is on the same day as my Grandma's. 365 days in a year, and yeppers, it'll be the same day, Aug 26th … Continue reading Am I Dead? Or Is This One Of Those Dreams? Those Horrible Dreams That Seem Like They Last Forever?
Cause In The Night I Hear Him Talk The Coldest Story Ever Told Somewhere Far Along This Road He Lost His Soul
I received a message from E letting me know that his dad had passed away last night, as well as one from my brother-in-law (because according to the law we are still married so in laws it is. I can honestly say... I didn't really care. This man for all intents and purposes tried to … Continue reading Cause In The Night I Hear Him Talk The Coldest Story Ever Told Somewhere Far Along This Road He Lost His Soul
We Still Got Terrorists Here Livin In The USA, The Big CIA The Bloods And The Crips And The KKK
I am livid this morning, and even that doesn't accurately describe the level of emotion I'm feeling right now. Maybe 1 or 2 weeks ago my Mom reposted some ridiculous propaganda on Facebook. I considered linking it here instead of describing it, but I can't be responsible for spreading such misleading and inaccurate information so … Continue reading We Still Got Terrorists Here Livin In The USA, The Big CIA The Bloods And The Crips And The KKK
Give Your All To Me I’ll Give My All To You Your My End And My Beginning Even When I Lose I’m Winning
You know what they say, picture or it didn't happen 😏. I meant to post yesterday, but just ended up being so busy with life that, well, here I am. I did originally by the flowers for myself, as promised but since yesterday was Z's birthday I decided to gift them to her by the … Continue reading Give Your All To Me I’ll Give My All To You Your My End And My Beginning Even When I Lose I’m Winning
