I get nervous when I look at my stats. Today someONE in Canada has been really interested in my blog, reading every post I’ve ever written. And while that would be flattering in any other country, it makes me anxious.
What if it’s someone I know? Or who knows me? Who finds my story so interesting that they have to read everything in one sitting?
Yes, I know it shouldn’t bother me since it’s the truth and what happened, happened. And I don’t care what people think of ME. What concerns me are my kids. I made these choices, and this is my life that I’m writing about, but what if someone in my family finds out and somehow it affects Little E and Z?
I don’t want any judgement poured on them or looks thrown their way because of decisions I made.
Trust me, they’ll make enough crappy choices of their own in life. They don’t need to be judged by mine.
So, if it’s you reading my blog… Hi. I love new readers, I’ve almost reached 500 followers in the 2 months I’ve been writing, so I’m glad you enjoy it. But next time, please like a post here or there or jot down a comment so I know who you are? It would save me so much anxiety!
-Aviators/Secret Identity-
How I Lost My Chains 
How i wish i was E or Z😢, i so adore how much you adore and dot on your babies😀💓
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Thank you. They only get one mom. So I’m trying to do the best I can.
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Bless you and them, everryything will be alright😘😘😘☺😄
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guilty! I couldn’t stop reading, even if I tried. Your words were beautiful and captivating
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Yeah!!! I’m just glad it wasn’t my mom lol! Thank you!
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not your mom, promise :p
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Phew 😅
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I feel the same whenever I see someone local reading lots of my posts. Makes me worry that it might be Tex.
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I have been blogging for five years now and I have had to hide my identity and change blogs and use a different name because some ex-family like to use my posts as weapons. Be careful!
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You liked my blog (Fairy Tales After dark) so I had to come check you out, my soul sister. You might enjoy my other blog, Strong Woman, Strong Life. Or maybe not.
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I’m currently binge-reading your blog and had to do a double-take since I’m from Canada! Then I realized this post is from June. Anyway, hi from also-Canada. I don’t know you (don’t worry) but your story is super addictive and I can’t stop! I keep interrupting my boyfriend with “OMG LISTEN TO THIS” every time E does something ridiculous again. So… ummm…. sorry if I’m super creepy??
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Haha not creepy. I love when my story is so captivating I see people reading non-stop! And guess what, E has done it again! Check out my latest post lol. Thanks for reading.
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I will! Hehe and I’m sending you good vibes 🙂
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Always needed
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hashtagpanic, you described it pretty well with the words “bing-reading”. I usually make myself some coffee or green tea while reading other people’s blogs. Hers is the first one that I got hooked from the post one all the way to almost half of it within 3 hours.. and still no time to make any coffee or green tea except some water. The most interesting part for me is her outlook of life and love, especially with “K”. Not every man is as lucky as him for having her undying love.
Simply beautiful “C” 🙂
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Thanks Amir. Now if only K felt the same way… Opps is that a spoiler? Only time will tell.
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