I get nervous when I look at my stats. Today someONE in Canada has been really interested in my blog, reading every post I’ve ever written. And while that would be flattering in any other country, it makes me anxious.
What if it’s someone I know? Or who knows me? Who finds my story so interesting that they have to read everything in one sitting?
Yes, I know it shouldn’t bother me since it’s the truth and what happened, happened. And I don’t care what people think of ME. What concerns me are my kids. I made these choices, and this is my life that I’m writing about, but what if someone in my family finds out and somehow it affects Little E and Z?
I don’t want any judgement poured on them or looks thrown their way because of decisions I made.
Trust me, they’ll make enough crappy choices of their own in life. They don’t need to be judged by mine.
So, if it’s you reading my blog… Hi. I love new readers, I’ve almost reached 500 followers in the 2 months I’ve been writing, so I’m glad you enjoy it. But next time, please like a post here or there or jot down a comment so I know who you are? It would save me so much anxiety!