Have you ever been in a relationship or just a friendship where you felt like they were your everything and you were just ‘something’ to them… at best?
Or where you can’t be with them because of a dumb or made up reason and you find yourself always having to contain your feelings/emotions for them because you know how you feel for them won’t be reciprocated?
So you go around day after day, pretending that how your friendship, as it stands, is enough for you when deep inside your screaming for more, but at the same time worried to push for what you want because then you might lose the little that you have.
It’s infuriating. To love someone who doesn’t love you.
It’s embarrassing. To want someone so much.
It’s degrading. To continually be pushed aside.
It’s humiliating. To feel like I still want more despite all this.
It’s just fucken annoying. That I have so much more to say, yet can’t say it to the person that matters. For fear of losing it all.
-Frank Ocean/Bad Religion-