And If I Don’t Make It, Know That I Loved You All Along

My Grandma is dying. She was diagnosed less than two months ago with lung cancer that has spread like wild-fire into her spine and throughout her body. Chemo was a no go, because the cancer was too far gone, and Radiation has only been recommended to help shrink some of the larger tumors that are … Continue reading And If I Don’t Make It, Know That I Loved You All Along

Only For Tonight Only For One Night Even Though You Don’t Love Me

My friends... at least the single ones, are constantly coming to me for "dating" advice. And when that happens, I laugh inwardly. In the entire history of the world, I'm like the least qualified person to be giving out advice about dating. Getting a guy for a quick fling, sure I'm your girl. But Honey, … Continue reading Only For Tonight Only For One Night Even Though You Don’t Love Me

There’s Such A Difference Between Us, And A Million Miles 

This morning I remembered about a time I was "in love" before W. Do I think you can love more than one person in your life? Yes, we are human and feel emotions for people. But, what I felt for J should probably be classified more as an infatuation or a fling, and because I … Continue reading There’s Such A Difference Between Us, And A Million Miles 

And You Can’t Stop Me From Falling Apart

I refuse to watch 13 Reasons Why. As someone who has attempted suicide myself, on more than one occasion, and obviously failed (self high-five), I don't feel I need to know someone else's reasons behind killing themselves, or whatever else happens on that show. Do I think it's a good show for people to watch … Continue reading And You Can’t Stop Me From Falling Apart

We’ve Grown To Close For That, Fuck A Friend Zone I Know I Ain’t Perfect

So last night, K called again (twice but I was busy the first time around) and after he got off the phone as quickly as possible, I realized the call was similar to one I would've had with my mother. "Tell me about your day" "How are the kids" "Oh you need things like this … Continue reading We’ve Grown To Close For That, Fuck A Friend Zone I Know I Ain’t Perfect

So What We Go Out. That’s How It’s Supposed To Be. Living Young And Wild And Free

Friday night, my kids spent the night at my parents house. Which was the first time in a while that I had the night off (like you all know from my Mother's Day rant). So originally I had plans for May 19th with a certain someone, but as with life, plans change. So I ended … Continue reading So What We Go Out. That’s How It’s Supposed To Be. Living Young And Wild And Free

Any Girl Like You Deserves A Gentleman 

I want to be taken on a date. A real honest to goodness date. Where I spend time showering, shaving, exfoliating, and lotioning every inch of my body. Then spending close to an hour delicately diffusing my hair so the curls are just right. Next carefully applying more makeup then the standard routine including contacts … Continue reading Any Girl Like You Deserves A Gentleman 

Are You Afraid Of Being Alone Cause I Am, I’m Lost Without You

Would I be okay alone? This question has crossed my mind too much recently, and to answer honestly, of course I would be okay. But I wouldn't thrive. You see even when you are in a relationship, you are destined to be alone at some points in your life. Most in fact, but it's the knowledge … Continue reading Are You Afraid Of Being Alone Cause I Am, I’m Lost Without You